Before you start to read the letter, please get a cup of hot tea and click the youtube video which I prepare for you.
Are you bothering about the to be or not to be question again?
Usually the answer is very simple, a or b. But usually there would be millions of reasons list in front of the answer to confuse you, right?
Dear S, before everything, I want to tell you that many solution which meet the logic concept doesn't meet the reality. In a movie, when the girl choose A and give up B, next the screen would show that 5 years later, a happy scene, and the end. But I want to tell you, in reality
Nobody can promise you that you would get answer after making choice.
Life is not just a gear wheel only that you move and everthing would go logically to next second, next minute as a clock. It is a chemical reaction. Your decision would result in millions of results through other people, not even to mention that we are surrounding by hundreds of people and everything is so unperdictable. Most of the time, the result is what a movie screen player writer could not do figure out, not what you can quess by yourself. It is easy for everyone to do logical judgement but not everybody can really make it. So, don't torture yourself with it anymore...
You may say "So, i don't have to face it now?"
Questions and answers would really matter only when the timing is matured. Otherwise, the choice your make would just like throwing a piece of sand into the sea, none ripple would be made. So "when is the best timing?" you may ask. It would be the time when you find there is no other choice to make.
You may ask, "So, what can I do now?"
Oh, dear. Keep what you belive, throw those worries away, and keep going steadily
Work when the sun comes out, and rest when the sun comes down. Life is not so complicated, trust me.
I am very heppy for you that you tried to face it instead of pretending nothing happen at all. Sometimes, it just need the courage of stepping out when facing the question you met. When you step out, the chemical reaction would happen, and things would be solved. But, I have to tell you, not all the consequence follows a happy ending. If things always so positively, it won't need so many people to remind you to be happy.
Dear S, please keep in mind, do not bother for why you can't make a choice between two simple choices. The easier the question is, the harder decision to make, and your would find you spent hours of time just circling on the question, instead of finding the question.
So, please worry for what movie to watch? should I take 100 or 150 km for next biking challenge. After all, life should waste on those beautyful things, isn't it?